i think there's something wrong with me,
surrently swooning over this girl from tkgs. =x
gosh. tall, and really boyish.
walks like one, plays like one.
she has like a lot of strength and very suave on court la.
gawd, ginger has gone nutty. haha.
oh well, day went by meaningfully.
had bio remedial. freaked because i didnt bring my bio stuff.
had to borrow shingee's one.
she saved my life without even realising it. haha.
do do do. draw draw draw. then got to leave earlier.
went to eat macs with rasdah!
had a BLAST. wahaha.long time never catch up already ah. haha.
ate until so FULL.
then went to meet liling.
took a longgggg train ride to bueona vista.
crap i dont know how to spell and took a cab to acs.
expecting to see some guys xD
lol. nth. as in no one caught my eye.
except for her. LOL. sighhh*
played against rjc. lost la.
expected. hm. im not sore loser or what laa
but i wld love to comment on their very cold and snobbish impressions.
i know you all are good la. but still.. sacarsm can always take a backseat you know?
tht girl had the same bottle as me.
i was getting pretty excited so i smiled and said smth like woah, same bottle.
she gave me this weak.. pathetic smile.
thanks alot. it does alot for my ego. haha. =x
then met joel who went all the way to that ulu place =P (for....) hehe.
and then went home.
am soo bored really.
i dont know why i thought about alot of things today.
like so depressing.
i treasure my freedom and i really hate it when my mum distrusts me.
it might sound really strange but i really want my mum to trust me.
except that she really dont trust me at all.
this year is going to be tough.
i wish she would just bloody read my blog and know how i feel.
im so tired trying to figure this out.
all i wanna do is to relax and study.
that's not coming easily i can see.
probably go on some dumb hiking trip tomorrow.
bth my mum laa. =/
nvm. its all about tolerance right.
sometimes i wish she could read my mind la.
saves all this shit.
haha. thinking of writing a letter to her.
do you think she'll care?
she frigging freak and i'll be grounded.
life is like that ah?
a bf would mean limited freedom.
and limited for me is LIMITED.
hai. i dont know man.
its such a pain. im so confused.
not about how i feel.
but more about wht im going to do next.
its a real hassle you know.
i really hate this life of mine sometimes.
being forced to the extremes? haha.
not really la. taking things easy. pray this thursday i dont get busted ;P
god, im be good then and study. haha. =D
really. this is one promise i make**
someone is pissing the shit out of me.
i really hate the thought of him.
is it really difficult to understand wht i m trying to say.
tired already la. try asking through my sis again and i swear i'll blow.
ughhhh. angry la. =/ forget it.
tired man. too many things.
i lost my everyday earrings! sighh.
got two new button earrings though!
green and purple. haha. its cute.
not for school though. bleah. =(
kinda dont believe in horoscope anymore.
weird.
that was kinda randon huh? diee. =/
