the mountains ahead

Monday, June 13, 2005

it's time for a long long blog entry.
(mainly because i feel like it. HAA.)
in case people were wondering. i cant seem to make up my mind ah.
about blogging? like i did complain blogging was blahblahblah... amoment ago right?
well, my opinion has changed again. (i can hear the groans.. if any)
i just love the randomness. okay.
enough of that rubbish. let me try to recall the past few days..

friday, originally planned to go swimming/tanning.
but i couldnt get the bikini on time.. sooo, cancelled that.
went to meet my cousin to take it.
saw two of her seniors! woot.
i told her to dump her emotional baggage. hehe.
then had night study. quite ok la. i prefer achiever's.
call me biased la. anyway.. that was about it. oh. samuel's dog didnt bark at me!
woot. that's nice. but i was freaked out anyway.
someone slap me out of the whole "im-afraid-of-dogs" thing,
hehe. saturday...

had amaths tuition. phroar. 4 hours.i can die.
if i dont get A1s for both my maths, i will just bang wall and die. (honestly, maybe just poison)
anyway, this was the day i decided to go poly.
i know this is another very frustrating issue.
i cant seem to make up my mind!
jc life is so hectic. my cousin is suffering.
from what i hear lahh. i dont know if i can cope too.
going to the polytechinic would obviously be the next option.
i would love to go for...
communications and media management at tp
or
mass communications at nyp?
but there is no guaranteed place in the university..
i dont know laaah
so i decided to hell with all the expectations of my parents,
i would just go to a polytechnic.

now, that's just for the moment.
i hope i dont like change my mind again. heh heh.
then bummed around the whole day. went jogging after like a gazillion years.
legs ache like fuck.
thighs were wobbly, flabby. absolutely digusting.
who's to blame.. me i guess. sighh. im fat! eeks. bth.

sunday. went swimming! was supposed to tan but... the sun was being defiant.
samuel claims it was because he didnt go along. eeeee. haha ;x
anyways, played for like the longest time ever. stupid things like
back flips and dives and all that stuff.
it was FUNNtastic. id i go on, i would sound like a 5 year old kid.
hehe. fengling's aunt is like so nice? sigh. had fun lah.
just didnt get tanned. sighh. nvm. im going again tomorrow!
at that really nice condo with nice quaint cafes!

i miss pris. (pris, if you're reading this, date me!)
now the random stuff. been dreading tuition baddly.
only to reach there and sort of enjoy it.
i also dont know why lah. weird.
im getting back into the whole, jog and tan thing.
i really really really wanna get toned and tanned.
sigh. will i ever? oh. and i really really really want a bikini too.
preferably padded, im too flat.
LOL.enough of that.my sister is mad over initial d.
haha. the supposedly ahbeng show.
stereotyping laa.
i would watch it. for edison :)
sizzling hottt.

hm. occasionally, when i daydream..
i think of prom night. i daydream bout the night we will finally have our prom night.
wouldnt it be fun? all dressed up and pretty.
moving on from our lives. (and this is when it starts getting sad)
graduation. all that crap. sigh. dont and cannot believe its finally happening.
enough of digressing. i shall be on my way now. on the yellow brickpath
on my way home...