i was on the bus this afternoon and it suddenly occured to me.
i havent been exactly faithfully blogged for the past week.
while people normally would just go.
"girl ah, one week only. you know how long i can go without usuing the com not. it's about self discipline.. blahblah.." the usual.
well, i dont care and its a helluva long time to me.
mainly because....
im finally sixteen :)
i can now officially watch nc16 shows. no more sneaking around
or annoying cinema managers on my back.
i can go play pool as and when i like it.
weird thing is, i dont feel 16 sometimes.
heyang was right. im too immature and i shall grow up soon and act my age.
but i cant. i feel terrible.
i feel like we've lost something you know.
after the mindless quarrels and stuff.
it's the crappy feeling that nothing is ever going to be the same again.
i dont know how to tell you this and thus im writing it down here.
back to the happy and nonsensical stuff.
borrowed a book just now. THE CATCH.
closet romantics, read it.
dont tell them i recommended it =x
it's SOOOOO sweet and not ever gonna happen.
shall blog and type excerpts of it out when i have the time.
now to the fun stuff.
i was gearing up for a long weekend. starting on friday, i was already in the holiday mood.my memory is fucking failing me too. i have absolutely no recollection of what happened on friday.yikes
anyways. went iceskating with the girlies on
saturday.had so much fun. i didnt fall! because i was cautious and went slowly lah.
but.. no bruises! no scrapes! my ass wasnt even wet! haha. =x imagine my excitement.
went to marina bay to see the fireworks for the opening ceremony of.... some national day thing. it was from portugal and it was....
not as nice as last year's. mainly because the low lying wans were all blocked by the trees.
it was cool lah. other than the stench that sorta drifted around.
one moment it was the there and you would stop breathing and when you are finally turning blue and all, it disappears.
got a feeling it was the rotting mass we were all stepping on beneath the
thank goodness for this thick canvas sheet lining the ground.
yet one cant help but wonder what the gooey mush that we are stepping on looks like =x
it's like walking on a mushy water bed. really digusting. saw an ugly side of typical singaporeans too.
freaky because we were sorta stanging right in the middle of it. literally.
fuck came from a mother carrying her child.
i almost kissed the child if you wanted to know
due to the heaving crowd.
i could understand why the rush to get out but the fighting.
blah. guess it's inevitable when tensions are running high.
hate that chinese woman though.
she was positively shrieking. goddamnit.
and then came the tiring part.
we walked all the way from marina south to tangjong pagar.
dont ask me how we managed after 3 hours of skating but we did.
like some walkabout around singapore.
there was this couple whom i asked for directions after we were stranded literally on a crumbling walkway and....
*looks left* speeding cars on singapore's efficient highways
*looks right* grass and grass and well, more grass and crickets and all that icky stuff.
we were like so far away from civilisation. (it seemed that way then ok?)
so we were desperate and had to ask.
she murmured some crap and brushed me off with a regal wave of her fucking hand.
i was stunned. there we were, six very tired, very thirsty, very helpless and very lost girls and you deny us of the fucking right to ask for directions.(pardon the vulgarities)
for pete's sake, im not gonna mug you. had to ask other people after that.
thanks goodness, if we were lost. i would kill myself and haunt you that very night.
anyway. that was that. so thirsty we ran when we saw a vending machine. pathetic i know. laughhh. ;)
anywayyyy. it was a fun night. love you darlings.
sunday was spent at my grandma's house.
ok. let's summarize..
1. scanned and printed nice photos.
2.got another handbag
3.ate one third of my own cake. fattening.
4.found out my aunt has a sri lankan boyfriend. interesting!
5.basically bonded la. fun!
mondayMY ACTUAL BIRTHDAY.had school.CHERIE called.
fucked up bio tests with too much facts and very little time.then tanning!
with my new bikini! so fun. ok lahh. what actually happens later was so memorable that even if i typed it out. uyou probably wouldnt feel my joy.
but whatever it is.
i shall describe it. =x
fengling called me last minute and bluff me.
say got fireworks. blah.
but im glad i got bluffed.
went down to the tent tent down there.
bought some cheapo shaved ice and basically laughed the rest of the evening away. daryl kept laughing at me.
if i was me then. i would have been terribly offended.
had swensens ice cream. jeremy had $10 voucher. haha. so nice. met jiayuen.
so dao ahh. bleah. then lemme think.. ginny is irritating me and i cant think.;
bout to the original topic.. if there was one...
ehh.had alot of fun basically lah. i wanna get tanned! bleah. IM SIXTEEN
woot. madness. thanks for reading till here. (: TAG ME
