(oh, before that.. im no longer upset with the mentioned person in the pervious post. she must have her own reasons that however selfish it may seem, i must respect. read: i still love you)
i fucking hate your attitude.it urks me.what's the fatass deal now huh bigshot? blahh. not worth it.
okayy. thought of something lame, stupid and probably to keep people off this site.. a whole comprehensive guide to me. i'm damn lame la. trust me. read at your own risk..
Many times I've have said I was difficult to understand or very cryptical, it's true I guess. The following guide is things that I say and mostly my thoughts when i say it. It occurs most of the time and i feel this way at times but if it was just that simple, I would really be a dumb person. You sould just tell the whole world to come read this trash and understand me. That's not possible so... I'm trying to say it might not be 100% accurate and please don't judge me on this. In fact, dont judge me at all. Here goes..
When I say:
blah- pissed off.cannot be bothered to think of something to say bleah- truely tuely bored. entertain me. hey-something like hi. not something like hey, can you do blah blah blah. heyyy-really interested in say hi. hello-trying to cute intellectual and not embarrass myself anything-this is POTENTIALLY dangerous. 1) it could mean i want something esle, just that i dont think anyone would accept it 2) anything anything 3)please shut up and decide (: im bored- intepretation is difficult. could mean 1)you bore me *yawns* 2)please talk to me? *with pleading eyes* 3)i wish you had something to say. 4) i have nothing to say anymore, this is just to fillintheblanks. what is this supposed to mean? -you mean im wrong?! *flushed cheeks angry eyes* what am i supposed to do? - it's all your fault. what CAN i do? time flies- ahhh. very rhetorical.. 1) i mss our friendship 2)i havent started revision *grasps* 3)it's passes so fucking slow i have to pretend im enjoying it. read: you suck 4) sentimental rubbish running in my head. aka flashback. i dont know- my pet phrase last time. heh heh 1) i know but i dont want to say. 2) i know but i dont want to say because im selfish 3) i know but i dont want to say because i dont like you 4) i know but i am foggy about details and too lazy to go check for you 5) i know but i am pretending not to know. 6) i cant be bothered to think 7)please. shut up and get a life 8)i really really am clueless? you're doing ____ again?!- you're irritating with your _____. when i tell you to stop. you STOP. geddit?! getting on my nerves... do i look like i care? - trying to potray a idontcare image which really hurts cause i care about. (busybody =x) whatever- another really hot phrase 1) fuck off and find someone to hump. 2)try harder mister 3)i dont really care. cant you tell? 4)i lost, i got nothing better to argue back. happy? 5) i wish you would just GET OFF MY BACK. 6)shoo.
to be continued..
that's it for today folks. back to bio! woot. bio bi ya ya ya ya bio bio! (to the tune of that absolutely irritating but catchy song IOIO)
i know i sound damn mean. but.. i cant help it. like i said not 100% accurate. heh heh (:
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