how to get over break ups and rejections?
all those crap articles dont have lah.
as far as im concerned. i have read and reread them to no avail.
just go with the flow and immerse yourself in work.
you'll never get over it but at least the intensity fades over time.
it rushes back to you at moments, overwhelming you.
but i guess that's just the price to pay.
just finished reading harry potter. the fifth book that is.
everytime i read the darn book. the same feelings rush back to me.
why cant it be real? wouldnt it be nice.
muggles and wizards and witchs and all those lovely lovely spells.
the last time i wanted anything this mystical to happen was with pokemon. dont laugh.
i wished i had pikachu alright.
these deep dark secrets no one knows.
well, i wish that harry potter was jolly well alive and kicking.
just got ikea's annual catalogue. i found another deep dark passion within me.
furniture. lamps, pictures, tables what you.
you name it i like it. my favourite section. the oh so adorable children's section.
and the food section, i love the swedish meatballs.
ESPECIALLY the cranberry sauce. ohh. ohh. i can almost taste it now. yummy. =x
im so tired even though it's only 9. really bored bored bored. prelims are half-over.
is that good news or bad. i realised im rambling on and on without an exact clear view of what im actually trying to bring across. things have to brought more clearer to my view now and im wondering if it's really you im seeing at face value. do you really care like how your smiles say so.im lost and not very certain what to do about things.
you're manipulative you know that. you sick scheming... thing. i cant really put exactly what is so freaking wrong with you. something has changed in you and you should know it too. who is this girl i see that i thought i once knew. im just so...
cryptic. LOL. i cant stand it lah. oh well. brush it all away.cant wait for next friday. maybe even going to sakae?! haha. where am i going to get all this cash from.
i shall just go rob a bank or something. something's killing me from inside.
i think the stress is getting to me. either that or i havent got enough sleep.
or i havent spent enough time with my friends. arghhh. just remembered its friday night.
no one's probably at home except me. rotting away.i shall go flip ikea's catalogue and check out stuff i need or want or desperately desire.
is there such thing as retribution in the world? reincarnation?is religion what is it made out to be or are we just disillusional? i have no idea. oh well. we'll all figure it out. someday...
and when i count my blessings, i count you twice.
