the mountains ahead

Thursday, December 08, 2005

a bad memory perhaps?
i'll never forget that pig.

the chalet was not bad.
maybe boring, but i really enjoyed the company.
appreciate how the seniors made time for this...
even though it had taken some serious persuading and erm... certain methods to make people feel guilty. =x
went there with cheng cong,alvin and the gurlies.
played cards and bbq-ed.
some crap happened which was really unfair and we bought drinks!
got a wee bit tipsy i guess. talking "rubbish" as they say it and laughing alot. face flushed and ears hot!
i have to say the guys took good care of us.
pretty suprising!
and touching. hehe. (:
THANKYOU!
hmm. so we basically hung out at the atrium till morning
because the fucking pig was so fugging-ly ungentlemanly and uncouth. his stupid dog lied next to him on two beds and since when at chalets did TWO guys have ALL priority?! on the floor, there were nine people... mind you NINE. in the non air-conditioned "comfort" of the thin mattress and hard cold floor. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?! i get hot under my collar when i think about it because he's a fugly man acting like an obnoxious asshole.i cant even describe that fat piece of mangly fuckshit properly. he ruined EVERYTHING. mind you, the seniors which i painstakingly persuaded to come. BIGFUCK.

ok. enough of the cursing and swearing. i guess im over it. he'll never be happily married. NEVER.

learned some very interesting news and realised that i no longer feel helpless. he's the pathetic one, not me. i can raise myself above it. i can and i will and i have. i just wish he realises it before it's too late. one's ego can do alot.

here's something...

before

after

my friends are just out of the world. if i had no problems with finances, i would buy seven platinum rings and engrave two words on all of them.
"For Life"
i miss you guys already (:

babe. i know it's tough and i hope you would just hang in there. time would not heal but it would definitly make things better.dwell on it not and we'll make it through together... all of us will be there for you.im glad you enjoyed yourself. LOVEyou.