the mountains ahead

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

You Or Anybody You Know Is Suicidal, Call 1800 - 784 - 2433. says:
nxt time if u find him in person wat wil happen?
geology rocks says:
i will faint
geology rocks says:
NONONONO
geology rocks says:
i will scream, twirl dramatically and fall into his arms.
geology rocks says:
yes.
geology rocks says:
that's what i'll do.
If You Or Anybody You Know Is Suicidal, Call 1800 - 784 - 2433. says:
=.=
If You Or Anybody You Know Is Suicidal, Call 1800 - 784 - 2433. says:
wat if he doesnt catch u?
geology rocks says:
i will fall
geology rocks says:
get up
geology rocks says:
scratch my head and feel like disapparating ( i still love you harry! :x) into thin air
If You Or Anybody You Know Is Suicidal, Call 1800 - 784 - 2433. says:
=.=

This is some parts of conversation I had with Oliver. It's freaking stupid therefore so worthy of a place up here. The guy we were talking about is HOT by the way and out-of-reach; just like how everything esle is. Out of reach.

Okay, out of point. I've decided to type proper English for today's entry.(Or for now at least.)
Today has been somewhat fruitful. I went back to Dunman for the second time to paint the Design and Technology area. ( It's so alien to say design and technology. Like DNT loh. LOL) It was fun, somewhat gratifying. It sure keeps your mind off things.

I'm currently reading up on "I'm the King of the Castle". Literature text for this year. I really hope I catch up. It's a morbid tale which ends up with the suicide of a 11 year-old boy which is suprising because I thought boys at that age have an emotional status of a snail. Then again, it highlights the impact caused by psychological warfare inflicted by a boy his same age. I can't believe I managed to read the whole book and most of the guide. It's so oppressing, so gloomy. Dissecting the text is so difficult too. I mean, there are some really obvious clues and some that just refused to show you know? It's only after some explaination on the symbolism of such an item or behaviour would you then fully understand the gravity of the situation.

There's such a thin line between love and hate. This would cancel out all the goodwill we have ever felt. We are now strangers. We will just start on a clean slate. Strangers. No ties. No nothing. I don't believe this. Jeez.