I guess there are some points of time when you feel mean when you criticize or laugh at someone about what they wear, or how they talk or things like that. Now, it's my time. I don't know why I still talk about some people, some things that I really have no say in. If they did the same to me, I don't think I would be able to take it. I don't think I have the strength to face up. I would feel so unsure of myself, my choices, my behavior and my actions. I feel so wrong.
had oodles of fun today. met up with some of the gurlies and went swimming! bloop bloop* :X didnt quite swim SWIM. but laughed a lot at silly gestures and caught up generally.ate dinner and walked around a little. i so miss hanging out with no motive.
i keep telling myself it's time to work hard but somehow, I just end up eating more and more. And feeling damn lazy. I need to study. To do homework. ARGHHH. the stress of it all.
i see it so clearly now. freaky. :l
FEMME
Spice& everything rhizomic
Positiveness attracts.
In memories& in time to come
Lit lessons; with the specfics
