i'm a disappointment. to myself to the team.
i said i can't be bothered. i think i lied.
i KNOW i should just train harder. move faster. do more drills.
i'm not going to get the time.
my workload is increasing exponetially.
i'll probably just be last in class.
tom cruise is not mad. just very crazy in love.
i think i'm mad.
i teared at how happy tom cruise was to love and be loved katie holmes.
hell, i dont even like katie holmes.
i think my shoulder is having mood swings.
i'm pessimistic about about it? thisisnotsupposedtohappen.
HAPPYTHOUGHTSHAPPYTHOUGHTS.
