i'm getting that particular feeling i always experience when shit is going to happen.
when someone or something makes you real happy.
only to push you off a high high cliff to watch you plunge down into absolute nothing-ness.
i'm so constricted by the various factors that liberates me.
the fear, the jealousy, the temporary highs.
remind me that love is indeed a chemical reaction.
i wonder. i wasn't actually kidding :l
im a closet romantic i believe. sigh
IT HAAAAARD ;)
