while i'm definitely still quite sore/pissed/____ from that fiasco.
i do have to agree it's human nature to judge, naturally.
let's not point fingers or sweep blame away.
it takes two hands to clap.
and yes, i do feel bad for the tears that were shed.
consider my side of the story too will you?
i am not heartless, unfeeling and stupid.
i too feel the stress of the responsibility of seeing him flustered over us, seeing him all worried and stressed.
but who am i to
control the class?
control is perhaps too strong a word la. the class has to work
cohesively TOGETHER.
i feel like im a rotten kid. like im never going to be good enough.
like how i never was.
how i was going to
fail my O's
how i was never early enough
it's time.
im frustrated cos i cant figure things out.
i dont know wth is going on in your mind.
gee. the joy. (: