I am currently feeling confused now.
A little lost and stuck and dizzy, messed up and
I've ran out of synonms
What if I still had school, would I be feeling the way I am now?
I feel like crying but not out of fear or sadness but rather of confusion and a lack of footing.
There seems to be nothing I can do right and the only way out is to abandon everything which just means losing a lot.
I don't what to do or where to begin or how to continue.
I'm not miserable but I'm not happy.
I'm not upset but I'm not satisfied.
There's this void that I myself cannot comprehend.
I hope this feeling fades away fades fucking away.
