“I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you”
Butch Walker; Mixtape
Not best but good enough.
Jing sent me this song like eons ago. Funny how a song can stir up so much.
She sent me through email because we couldn’t seem to see each other online long enough to send a 3.2MB song. We were that busy. & just in case you were wondering if we were both like far apart or like distant… Far from it?
We went to school together, was in the same class and lived like 3 bus stops away from each other (then).
That probably showed you how screwed up our school lives were. Hectic?
I can’t remember how I was feeling the very moment I heard the song. Don’t think I was heartbroken. Probably really tired. Well, watch the video. I hope it’s still on youtube. That was another clear memory.
SADNESS GALORE (wasn’t that or wasn’t that ironic?)
So anyway, now, I just want to note down to sick sweet feeling of… rejection? Stupidity? Anger?
I can’t quite describe but I never want to forget this feeling. Just because.
At the same time, on hindsight, after writing this whole schmuck, just as an afterthought, it can be pretty positive don’t you think. Like it could have been… LOL (one year from now, I would be just as lost as everyone)
I was digging through my Economics notes for Joel the other night & I really think it’s insane. I mean, that many essays/readings/not forgetting DRQs/notes/mindmaps? Did we actually do all that? Was it even humane? But k lah, guaranteed “A” if you worshiped the notes like I tried to do.
Today’s just lethargic. “killer” mood you would say. Yeah okay, stop harping on it already. Fuck it. Stop.
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Blackjetta.blogspot.com
Cheapskatechic.blogspot.com
Fopsanddandies.blogspot.com
Been hardcore-fashion-blogging, OH random thought. I wonder if my memory’s still like last time. I will read stuff, not remember and when asked for info, magically fish it out somewhere. Not all the time lah if not photographic memory already but some. So I am wondering if I can remember the clothes/name/models/genre/brands of those high high high high fashion. (High= expensive, haute couture, impossible to possess, sometimes objective) Not important, can’t believe I may have considered taking Apparel Design and Merchandising. Think I will go nuts due to some serious inferiority complex issues.
I wore a damn ah-nia dress today. Comments agnes, fengling, yanling?
LOL AH NIA~ I think… nevermind la I like.
Then then then, excited about food later and and and gorgeous dinner date tomorrow. Excited excited excited. Going to see glamourpuss (Abigail LOLOLOL sorry, it’s one of those random shizzz again) and roseatebracessssss (Jingwei).
I have to say, it’s damn stupid. I live one stop away from her now and we like see each other 3 times since school ended.
But whatever, TOMORROW!
AND ASTON’S LATER! Though… aiyah.
Yanling’s leaving agaaaaaaaaaain ): KaOzXzXzs.
Can you please go to… supermarkets and buy junk food back please? LOVE ALL THE CHEAP PASTA AND ALL THE INSTANT FOOD THINGTHINGS. It’s amazing. I’m going to clog up all my arteries, harden my kidneys and in future, possibly kill my liver too. I’m going to die of hypertension on the job in my “claustrophic” cubicle. HAHAHAH + other factors too.
I think Agnes is suffering from Xiang Si Ping
LOL. WTH go figure. Byebye now (Heidi Klum)
Hi Prime NZ Ribeye steaaaaaaaak and potato+pasta salands. Heartssaazxzxzxz
* promptly goes into cardiac arrest*
