had a blast today. my mind was constantly on alert though. coach carter was good. cinema was VERY cold. i couldnt even stand it. sigh. im not a dog/cat ok? haha :) finally got my mind off things. im glad that we were once close friends. i really treasure. what i really have to do is to rid my mind of all the distrust and sadness. maybe i'll be a better person maybe i CAN be a better person then. i forgive but i dont forget. peace and harmony? i wish for it. oh, i really have to go on a diet. no more stress-related binges. my body will just break down man. i just to joke in my group of friends how i would be the most likely candidate to commit suicide and become anorexic.thinking bout it now, its hilarious. i love food too much. bout committing suicide, get me drunk and i'll think about it ;) [which means i was just kidding] i pray and hope and wish........ that my mum never finds out. gosh, collected her shoes today. not bad. went groccery shopping. so funny. saw siew lun (is that how i spell it?) at rotiboy. like two days in a row. at heeren the other day and today. cool cool. haha. ILY*
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