Honestly, when the insipration strikes. I'll write down my weird habits.
For now, I just can't seem to think of anything. I'm weird I know, but not in detailed apects because my mind flys out everywhere.
I can't seem to say what makes me happy anymore. People laughing along with me makes me happy. Eating sushi maybe.
I feel like my brain's turning to mush. Am I developing dementia or something?
And I need to be in more control. Of how I feel. Towards Issues and People and HOMEWORK and results and expectations.
On the other extreme of the spectrum, I had fun with Jiayi.
Can't say the same fun part at night but it was okay. Enjoyable but not entirely comfortable.
Though your presence was... security that I needed.
WHATEVER!
I'm rambling incoherent thoughts.
