I can't believe I'm leaving. It's like a dream, something just little short of a miracle I got to go.
It's not like Vietnam where I was prepared. I am excited but I feel unprepared.
Is it because of the daunting distance or the fear?
I feel such a eccentric mix of emotions. Oh dear me, am I morphing into Marcus?

I'm leaving. kthxbye. Wish me luck (: