You know, I am truly sorry that I'm never going to be good enough for you guys.
NEVER.
So forget it.
Why do I even have to try because frankly I've had enough
enough of trying to gain trust
enough of trying to be someone I'm not
enough of being controlled
enough of being misdirected and misinterpreted
ehough of all the psychoshit
You guys think you give me freedom.
Seriously, all you've cultivated is a deep sense of how a family should not function.
Thanks to you I wish I, myself would never have such a family which appears 'normal' on the outside but is downright f-ing dysfunctional.
I rather it be dysfunctional than anything esle.
So stop trying.
Altogether now.
