-3.02am

Yes folks, I'm still wide awake.



And drowning.


Have you ever ever felt like your heart was sinking into the pits of your stomach and the dull ache that persists? A feeling you can't shake off, a unpleasant emotion. It lingers uncomfortably; gives new perspective to "a heavy heart"?

I've tried everything. Books, movies, going out, crying, Wordsearch, drinking, Pacman, organising my life...

2 weeks; I just want a good run.